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You stand there, so cold, so unfeeling.

Where is my friend?
Where is the thread that united us?

Why do you hurt me with lies and untruths.

What have I done?

A man, with a gentle touch

With a lover's voice

whispered to me

asked me to wait

told me he'd come to me

to be with


It was "right".

I waited.

I trusted.

I believed.

But now in the lover,

once so close as friend

I see no trace of the man I cared for…

shared with..


Maybe one day I'll understand.

Understand why, once it's over,

the need continues to cause pain.

To hurt me.

To cause me humiliation.

Maybe one day I'll understand where my friend went.

Why I can't see him anymore.

Why he went away.